Thursday, July 9, 2009
what's wrong again
What I've done.
I really don't know.
I'm such a jerk.
Innocence
8:45 PM
Thursday, June 18, 2009
11
11 days to CTs. I guess it's time to abandon this space for a while, to focus on studying. I actually thought of changing my password and asking my brother to choose a new one so I won't be able to blog, but I realised that means I can't view my Gmail. Geeez. Facebook could be abandoned easily though.
Yesterday Shaun told me that there was an ongoing rumour about school suspending for 2 weeks right after the holidays, and I was secretly praying that it's true, because I would have more time to revise and rush my CCA work.
This struck me in another way: I don't spend my time wisely enough.I would have never banged on the hopes of extended holidays if I spent my time more wisely. Because of the possibility of having 'more time' (which is actually quite slim), I take advantage of it and let laziness get the better of me again; I know that there will always be
enough time to do the things that I had planned. However, when reality strikes and I become sober from my wishful thinking, it is usually quite late to do anything substantial as everything becomes very limited and compromised.
I should be harsher on myself this time and cut down on unnecessary activities like going to Facebook and Youtube everyday for 3-4 hours. I'll probably go online just to check emails and then check out Facebook and Youtube, and everything should be consolidated in 30 minutes. After that, it's "Adios mundo" until lunch and dinner, then probably a bit of relaxation in the late night.
And if I don't commit... my CT results shall be the price I pay.
Innocence
10:34 AM
Monday, June 15, 2009
don't anyhow take drugs
When you have an injury like a sprain or ligament strain, the first thing you want to do is most probably see a chinese sinseh, because traditional Chinese medical practice focuses on removing the root cause of the pain and not temporary relief. A bit of tui na should do the trick. what about medicine to go along with it? Better not rely on it too much, because they only supplement, not cure.
After eating those medicine for 4 days, i experienced slight joint aches on my shoulder, knee, and my wrists still hurt. Whenever i move them, they will produce clicking sounds, like those when you crack your knuckles. My muscles will have spasms sometimes. Not sure whether all there symptoms are side effects of the medicine. I started medication on last friday, and today i had my worst diarrhoea, going for the toilet almost every 5-30 mins, for 4 times already. Better go see the sinseh for clarification.
the worst symptom is having a lot of gas in my stomach. I experience 5 second long burps, really long flatulence. I'm now lying on my bed typing this. *burrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrp* *poooooooooot*
Innocence
2:29 PM
Sunday, June 14, 2009
快要爆炸
有一种莫名的感觉，知道身体明明有问题，但是不知原因是什么。 一直感到焦虑，但不知怎么解决；
知道怎么解决了，自己又不做。现在我好像被困在一个心理漩涡，逃不出来。
看来要逼自己做一些自己不喜欢做的东西，就是把话化为实际行动，不能拖拖拉拉了！
陈嘉翰！ 18岁了耶！还不懂得照顾自己。
Innocence
6:00 PM
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
Kaka has gone to Real Madrid
What a big news.
As soon as I woke up and went to my iGoogle homepage, I scrolled down and saw this piece of headlines on the Channel Newsasia column. It was not on The New Paper, so it was definitely not some tabloid bluff.
65 million euros was what it took to lure my favourite soccer player to Spain. As much as I wanted him to come to Liverpool, which was and always will remain an impossible dream, he still went somewhere else instead. Look at how the best league in the world could further evolve if he were to join one of the top four clubs in EPL.
Chelsea: He will rejoin Ancelotti and this probably will allow him to settle much more easily to the pace of EPL football. He can also meet up with Alex and will probably have no problem with Carvalho and Bosingwa since they all speak Portuguese.
Chelsea in fact has made a last minute bid to steal Kaka from Real's hands.Man Utd: This team will be mad. CR and Kaka, with Rooney will form the best attack in the world. Trust me, they will dominate for at least 5 years, unless the other clubs follow up with extraordinary signings. The only problem is probably not getting his wanted jersey numbers, 8(Anderson) or 22(O'Shea), but I'm sure they will have to make way.
Liverpool: A title challenger definitely. Gerard and Kaka together with Torres will be indomitable.
Arsenal: Already a very international-friendly squad, with a few Brazilians, this could be Wenger's best buy.
Real Madrid will be having the last laugh I guess, and they must live up to expectations with this kind of superstat signing. I'm expecting a treble from them next year, if not at least a double on the domestic league and cup.
Kaka, let's see what jersey number you will get :D
Innocence
7:32 AM
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
feeling lazy
I'm feeling like a cat lying on its stomach waiting for its Friskies to come. It's the holiday feeling again and this time I think I should really wake up and turn into an industrious dog.
Must quickly settle CCA stuff as soon as possible and let the IPs assume more responsibility. After all, they have been lying on the backseat for a tad too long I feel...
Studies is still under control, I'm revising a certain number of chapters daily. Forgot to go KM to do quizzes only, going to go there after posting this.
Well, I guess I should buck up for everything. This week is too busy for me already...
Innocence
5:05 PM
Thursday, May 28, 2009
screwed myself up
Just f---ed myself up.
Screwed! I need someone with a screwdriver to get me out of this shit please.
Innocence
4:07 PM
